Unbearably Unspeakable .

Elo readers,

Name aku Helmy. Aku umur 19, masi sekolah.

Ini kali kedua ku uat blog. Haiz. Btw ku ade byk bende nk lang. Kite mule k.

Kebelakang ini ku hadapi byk cabaran dan dugaan. Berat sungguh cabaran2 ini. Hanya tuhan sahaje yg tahu. Dngan cabaran itu ku sedar, bahawe masi ade org yg masi sayang kn ku. Terutame parents ku.

Dlm 8 bln yg lalu, ku berkenalan dngan seorg gadis bername Nur'ainianty Shafarina Suasmira aka Ain. Tapi ku panggil dia Fina. Name yg ku reke khas untuk die. Die seorg gadis yg Caring, Friendly, Loving, Jelousy, Freako Sometimes, Berfikiran jauh (selalu sgt), Secretive (paling ku tk suke tentang diri dia), Pendendam, Pemendam, Pemaaf, Love music, Love puisi (tk sia2 org panggil dia 'Puteri Puisi'). Hehe.

Kta kerknlan di masjid alkaf potong pasir. Hari itu ku ke sana kerane ade bbq kt sane. Ku tgh mendak, jadi ku trn. tidak ku snagke gadis bername Fina itu sungguh manis orgnye. Pada masa itu ku tgh attach dngan aishah (Nanti 1 ari ku cite pasal die pulak), jadi ku tk bergitu rapat dngan Fina. Selepas jamuan itu habis, kite (ku, Fina, adik ku, dngan kak2 Fina) ddk bersembang. Ku pun mula bertanya, ape name dia? Umur bape? Sch ane? Bile part sch kn, die kate die sch Zuhari. Ku terperanjat. Sch itu ramai kwn ku ke sane. Fyi, sch itu sch privet madrasah. Ku pun tny mcm soalan ke Fina. Tapi ternyata die lom agi msk sch itu. Hehe.

Lps itu kte tk contect. Tk exchange no. email pun tk. Sedih kn. Tidak lame kemudian kte contect alik. Geng3! Nk tahu mcm ane? Hehe. Fina berknlan dngan Rahman, kwn ku. Pada mase yg same Rahman pun suke kn Fina, tapi jodoh di tanggan tuhan. Setelah 1 bln kte contect ku menjadi milik Fina. Ku mule kn hubungan kte pada 100608. 6 angke yg paling ku suke. Hehe. setelah 7 bln kite bersame, alih2 Fina mintak break. Kite break dngan alasan yg tk munasabah. Tkpe2 ku sabah. Walaupun ku tk dpt lupe kn Fina, ku masi byk kenangan yg indah bile kte bersame. Kite selalu mit kat Kembangan daera sch Al-Zuhari. Ku sering hantar Fina puilang. Kenapa? Kerana selalu nye mama Fina yg akn menjemput Fina.

Bln 7 pun udah lepas, hubungan kta semakin ari semakin runtuh, ku binggun. Apa yg tk kene dlm hubungan ini? In the end, kita buat haluan masing2. Betape sedih aku pada mase itu? Ku sedih gilur tauk.

Da la Blog! Ku da nk slp. Lain ari ku post agi k. Tunggu tauk!!!

Gadis BerName Fina!

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	My Blog dun dirty it	profile I am Helmy. mostly ppl call me Emy will celebrate my bday every 17 november im still schooling arnd east side Im werking at PH i have a lots of girlfriends tehee! and i hv my dudes arnd me.. wats more ehk? i love to slacking and smoking wanna noe more bout me just read my post ehk. forgot to tell ya, im crazy freak too! wishlist ■ I wish someone to love me! ■ wish i can change my attutide towords my family. ■ ~~i wish my family can give my more love!~~ ■ i wish that 1 day my family n i leave happily. without all the fights! ■ ~~i wish not to mix ard wif the bad company!~~ ■ ~~i wish to find a good job in the future!!!~~ ■i wish to have a body like zac efron. ■ ~~i wish that i can have a good wife.~~	Hie! 3161177174718513441 date: Friday, February 6, 2009 time: 1:08 AM comments: 0 Elo readers, Name aku Helmy. Aku umur 19, masi sekolah. Ini kali kedua ku uat blog. Haiz. Btw ku ade byk bende nk lang. Kite mule k. Kebelakang ini ku hadapi byk cabaran dan dugaan. Berat sungguh cabaran2 ini. Hanya tuhan sahaje yg tahu. Dngan cabaran itu ku sedar, bahawe masi ade org yg masi sayang kn ku. Terutame parents ku. Dlm 8 bln yg lalu, ku berkenalan dngan seorg gadis bername Nur'ainianty Shafarina Suasmira aka Ain. Tapi ku panggil dia Fina. Name yg ku reke khas untuk die. Die seorg gadis yg Caring, Friendly, Loving, Jelousy, Freako Sometimes, Berfikiran jauh (selalu sgt), Secretive (paling ku tk suke tentang diri dia), Pendendam, Pemendam, Pemaaf, Love music, Love puisi (tk sia2 org panggil dia 'Puteri Puisi'). Hehe. Kta kerknlan di masjid alkaf potong pasir. Hari itu ku ke sana kerane ade bbq kt sane. Ku tgh mendak, jadi ku trn. tidak ku snagke gadis bername Fina itu sungguh manis orgnye. Pada masa itu ku tgh attach dngan aishah (Nanti 1 ari ku cite pasal die pulak), jadi ku tk bergitu rapat dngan Fina. Selepas jamuan itu habis, kite (ku, Fina, adik ku, dngan kak2 Fina) ddk bersembang. Ku pun mula bertanya, ape name dia? Umur bape? Sch ane? Bile part sch kn, die kate die sch Zuhari. Ku terperanjat. Sch itu ramai kwn ku ke sane. Fyi, sch itu sch privet madrasah. Ku pun tny mcm soalan ke Fina. Tapi ternyata die lom agi msk sch itu. Hehe. Lps itu kte tk contect. Tk exchange no. email pun tk. Sedih kn. Tidak lame kemudian kte contect alik. Geng3! Nk tahu mcm ane? Hehe. Fina berknlan dngan Rahman, kwn ku. Pada mase yg same Rahman pun suke kn Fina, tapi jodoh di tanggan tuhan. Setelah 1 bln kte contect ku menjadi milik Fina. Ku mule kn hubungan kte pada 100608. 6 angke yg paling ku suke. Hehe. setelah 7 bln kite bersame, alih2 Fina mintak break. Kite break dngan alasan yg tk munasabah. Tkpe2 ku sabah. Walaupun ku tk dpt lupe kn Fina, ku masi byk kenangan yg indah bile kte bersame. Kite selalu mit kat Kembangan daera sch Al-Zuhari. Ku sering hantar Fina puilang. Kenapa? Kerana selalu nye mama Fina yg akn menjemput Fina. Bln 7 pun udah lepas, hubungan kta semakin ari semakin runtuh, ku binggun. Apa yg tk kene dlm hubungan ini? In the end, kita buat haluan masing2. Betape sedih aku pada mase itu? Ku sedih gilur tauk. Da la Blog! Ku da nk slp. Lain ari ku post agi k. Tunggu tauk!!! Gadis BerName Fina! comment?	archives February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 recently	links Babez and Dudez MJ12 Gambar2 Misteri Fina Hakita RianaDarling AinSweetheart Zima Hani Marlyna Iana	contact me email: lme_cute_guy@hotmail.com. msn: Lme_cute_guy@hotmail.com friendster ~~blogskins inactive~~ blogskins active Do add me aite! before you tag I'd like to make a handful of things clear to all taggers. ■ Strictly no anonymous taggers allowed. (I will not entertain anonymous tags no matter how obnoxious.) ■ Vulgarism of all forms are prohibited. With that said, you may commence with your ~~nagging~~ tagging. talkbox My heart got to say this.. to all my friends who are single, love is like a butterfly. the more you chase it, the more it eludes you. but if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. so take your time and choose the best. to all my friends who are attached, love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s perfect person. its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. to all my friends who are just taking others for a ride, never say "I love you" if you don’t care. never talk about feelings if they aren’t there. never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. never look in the eye when all you do is lie. the cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl: is to let her fall in love; when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways. to all my friends who are engaged, the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together; but how good you are for each other. to all my friends who are married, love is not about "its your fault", but "I'm sorry" not "where are you", but "I’m right here" not "how could you", but "I understand" not "I wish you were", but "im thankful you are" to all my friends who are heartbroken, heartbreaks last as long as you want; and cut as deep as you allow them to go. the challenge is not how to survive a heartbreaks, but to learn from them. to all my friends who are naïve, how to be in love: be consistent but not too persistent. share and never be unfair. understand and try not to demand. and get hurt but never keep the pain. to all my friends who are possessive, it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else. but its more painful to know that the one you love; is unhappy with you. to all my friends who are afraid to confess, love hurts when you break up with someone. it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. but love hurts the most: when the person you love has no idea about how you feel about him/her. to all my friends who are still holding on, a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end it was never meant to be; and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it. if that person doesn’t worth it now, its not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now. to all my friends who are who you are, this post is not meant to offend anybody. im sorry if its hurt you in any way, its just a post for all to share.